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Mar. 15th, 2009 @ 06:48 pm Snakes and Suits acoustic Tour!!!!!!!!
Current Location: dreamland
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: We The Kings - Skyway Avenue
I am going to the S and S tour on the 19, and I am so excited. I don't think I've ever been so excited. I love TAI... They are my favorite!!!!!!! I mean I got to see them on last years warped tour, but it will be a much smaller venue. And ACOUSTIC. I don't think it gets much better than that. I really hope they come out afterwards to talk to fans. That would be sweet! OOHHHH!!!! I am so happy!
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Ryan, Spencer
Aug. 10th, 2008 @ 04:37 pm WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!

Warped was the greatest experience of my life. We got up at 5:30 and drove like four hours to the Gorge. When we got there we went and put our tent up, and walked over to the line. We got in and went to the board of times and wrote down everyone we wanted to see. We walked around until our first show (All Time Low) and then we went to the Hurley stage which is where they were. They were amazing!!!!!! We were in like the mosh pit, and this big sweaty guy came and stood right in front of us like on our friend's feet. So Alex and Jack were talking about how Alex comes on to Jack when he's drunk. Jack was all like, "Alex came up to me and was like, come on lets make out." Then everyone was screaming Do It! dO iT! So he's like "do what" then he walked over and kissed him on the cheek. But it was a really good set but I was really confused on Poppin' champagne, cuz I hadn't really bothered to learn the new songs, I figured Id just wing it cus I knew the old ones. Besides, I knew all the new ones besides that one. Then we walked around some more before we went to see The Academy Is... At first I was like let's sit at the top of the hill, so I can get good video, but it was WAY to far away, so we ran down the hill, and to the back of the crowd during Neighbors, and then they played Slow Down, Checkmarks, The Phrase That Pays, Classifieds, Summer Hair = Forever Young and About A Girl. I think that was it. I got video of the whole thing. And William was waering a yellow v-neck, and he ntroduced us to Sisky fucking Business. Then we wnt to get in line for TAI... signing and it wasn't too long. Then the new crew member Ziggy came out and he was walking down the line counting, and he stopped five people ahead of me, FIVE PEOPLE, and said this is the end of the line, this is all that is allowed in to sign. So I was really sad then we sat and waited for my sister to come find us, and we stayed even though they told us we wouldn't get in. Then when we got to the tent and they said they wouldn't let us in, my friend started complaining, I was so embarrassed. So then merch guy tony said OK, but I'll only let you in. But my friend doesn't even really likke TAI... She just thinks William' hot, so I was sad, and my sister was all like that's not fair. Then he looked over at me (I was wearing my SLH T-shirt) and said, 'have you got in yet' so I said no. and he said well you definitel. At me. then he said, howmany of you are there? There wwere seven so he just let us all in it was so cool!!! William was like first in line, so Iasked hime if he could sign my t-shirt, and he said, I sure can, so i turned around and he signed it. He said I'm gonna take up as lot of space cuz mines big and you have a lot of room. Then he saw the sigmature I got from the singer of Automatic Loveletter, I cannt remember her name. And he said who did this? And my sister said her name. And He was all like she's hot. I think Mike spent some time in a hot tub with her. So then Mike and the Butcher signed my back at the same time. So I got to the exit. And I didn't know if Sisky and Michael Guy Chislett had signed it (I found out later they had not) so I kind of gestured at my back with my water bottle, and said -apparently very quietly- did you sign it. Cuz Michael Guy Chislett just stared at me silently -it was very intimidating- and then Sisky just kind of looked at me and said, I'm the preying Mantis. So I just kind of half smiled at him, and left the tent. Then I cried on my friends shoulder cuz I was so happy.  I felt bad cuz I didn't want them to hate me because I wasn't supposed to be allowed in. Then we wnet to see Relient K, and it was a really good show. They played I need You, High Of 75, The Scene And Herd, Be My escape, The Best Thing, Sadie Hawkins, and this song about the Office. There were these guys behind us thet were super excited, like haedbanging and stuff. And they knew all the words. But my favorite part was when during Sadie Hawkins when he was like "She said your smooth, and goo dwith talking. Your going w/ me." Then he was like where they going. And just about everybody screamed, "The Sadie Hawkins!" It was awsome. They sounded really good. Then we waited in there for Gym Class Heroes. And it was good but then they opened it up in the middle, and of course we were in the middle, so we almost got crushed before we got out. and they broke my friend's flip flop. We told her not to wear flip flops. Then We watched Cobra Starship at 9 pm, and there were all these crowd surfers and they kind of ruined it. Plus I have weak little girl arms, so the kept like falling on me, it hurt way bad. So we wen to the back. Then Gabe had everybody put their fist in the air, and when he counted to three pump it three times. So he counted and we fist pumped. And he said, OK I think your ready for Church Of Hot Addiction. And everyone started screaming, and they played it and everyone did the thing on HEY HEY HEY. It was great. Then He was talking about Vicky T, and he was all like, 'dont think just because I'm talking everyone didn't hear you fuck up there." Then he was all like, playing the keytar is hard, it's like playing a piano in your vagina. Then when he sang 'when thhe world is ending- what are we doing-", and everyone yelled "Throwing the party!!' Then it was over and we walked back to the campsite, cuz Cobra starship played last. It was the best day of my life. It was like 95 and I got a great sunburn. yyyaaaayyy.

 

After thoughts

ATL played 
This is how we do
Jasey Rae
Poppin' Champagne
Coffee Shop soundtrack
Six Feet under the stars
dear maria, count me in

and others

I met Relient K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Juliet Simms (sp?) 

Got CD from Uh Oh Explosion and All Left Out
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Ryan, Spencer
Mar. 27th, 2008 @ 01:47 pm Only April, May, and half of June until Summer!!!!!!!! Yay!!!! *throws confetti*
Current Location: my computer desk
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Emough For The Two Of Us
Tags:
I love no school
I hate not having anyone to talk to besides my family (not including phone)
I love being able to sleep past 6:15
I hate my internal clock waking me up at 7:00 instead
I love swimming
I hate cold water, fish, weeds, oysters, waves, and salty hair
I love people
I hate people
I love tennis
I hate tennis at 7:00 am in 80 degree weather
I love fireworks
I hate fireworks that are set off wrong so you get bombarded with fiery balls of flame and death and burning pain
I love moving around and getting excersize
I hate exercize in the early morning on a boring trail
I love reading
I hate not having anything to read because I've read all my books at least twice
I love the Internet
I hate the Internet
I love music
I hate no music
I love writing
I hate coming up with ideas then being too lazy to actually write it out
I love old friends
I hate that it's too awkward to talk to them now that we are older

I love...

I hate...

SUMMER!


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Ryan, Spencer
Mar. 26th, 2008 @ 05:00 pm Musically Delicious [standalone]
Current Location: my computer desk
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: My sister singing "That Green Gentleman (Things have changed)"
 Title: Musically Delicious
Character(s): Ryan Ross and William Beckett
Rating: PG-13 for language
Summary/Quote: A day at the mall is fun..... right?
Author Notes: This was very fun to write, but I'm not sure I did a very good job getting the personality right. Keep in mind, when I wrote this Nicole Richie weighed like 80 pounds. I don't know what she looks like now. Comments and concrit are appreciated. Thanks for reading!
Wordcount: 1038
Genre: Comedy

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Ryan, Spencer
Mar. 22nd, 2008 @ 12:55 pm Red Bull gives you wings, or so Brendon found out one bright, shining Birthday morning [standalone]
Current Location: My computer desk
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: My own stuffy nose

Title: Red Bull gives you wings, or so Brendon found out one bright, shining Birthday morning [standalone]
Rating: PG-13, language
Bandom/Characters: Panic(!) At The Disco/Brendon and Ryan
Pairing: None, genfic
Summary: Ryan's a thieving, little girl.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue
Author's Notes: This is a very short, short story. Comments and concrit appreciated. Thanks for reading!



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Ryan, Spencer
Aug. 22nd, 2007 @ 04:54 pm Sad turns to sadder tuns to....... (and so the story goes)
Current Mood: depressed
Today the first thing I heard when I turned on my mp3 in the car was Gerard. Has anyone ever noticed that Gerard has that special ability of making any song a tearjerker. Even if it's not a sad song, if you dwell on one tiny sad part in it, you could end up bawling. I almost did too, but my mom was driving and I knew she would ask me what was wrong, and I didn't like the thought of that. Not one bit. I was also listening to "I Don't  Love You". Im sure you can understand my predicament. It's not te saddest song, but the second verse always gets me. I can't get past it. Who's getting beaten? Why? And why is it needless? they had to do something if they're getting beaten. I mean, then whats the point? I think I make myself believe it's their fault. That they did something awful to get this. But I know if I think of the true answer (there is needless pain all over the world) then I wont last very long without crying. I seem to be holding in all my emotion lately which has been causing me to cry more I think. The smallest thing sets me off. Everyone claims I hate them, just because I dont tell anyone I love them or let them hug me or touch me at all. I really hate it. It upsets me and makes me start to hate them. As if that wasn't enough, once that was over "Classifieds" started to play. You'd think the upbeat tune and witty lyrics and great vocals would cheer anybody up. Not me. At first I was. But then I started thinking about how I would never get to meet TAI... (I know -selfish right?-)  That made me even sadder. I can't explain it. Like I said earlier, everything sets me off. It also didnt help that halfway through the song we showed up at the animal "shelter" I volunteer at. (I listened to MCR about six times) Shelter is in quotes cuz its not really a shelter. Its an org. where they take dogs in and they let people adopt them. No wait period, no killing. It's great. The bad thing was it was my last day till the summer next year. I had to  stop for school. The worse thing was when we finally left I realized that all those dogs I had come to love, all of them would be gone next year. Except socks. Socks is a special case. He is the sweetest most loving dog ever, but get him near any other dog(s) and he would try to kill them. No one understood it. He was also my favorite dog there. Every year when I say goodbye to him, I cry. This year was no exception. In fact I think it was worse since he's so old, he could die anytime. I spent about 20 minutes in his kennel petting him and talking to him (silly, right?) telling him how I wouldn't be back for a full year. He licked my face one last time, and it felt like a good time to leave. No looking back. I tried to cuz otherwise I would stay for another hour and we didn't have that kind of time.

needless to say, it was not a good day
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Ryan, Spencer
Jul. 16th, 2007 @ 04:24 pm TAI... loaded
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TAI finally has enough videos for a loaded. Yummmy
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Ryan, Spencer
Jun. 21st, 2007 @ 05:25 pm When It All Comes Crashing... (William Beckett Fan Art)
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Build God, Then We'll Talk by Panic! At the Disco
  • I drew this picture after watching Big Mess. I guess this picture is kind of dedicated to my sister because she was always saying "I love that part of the video. Its so sad"
  • I know that the drums ar e really bad, because I basically have no knowledge of what an actual drum set looks like. I mean, I've seen one, but I cant recall it off the top of my head when I want to draw it.
  • Also I know that William is really small in this picture. Thats the point. I think I made him that small because of what I think of when I see that clip. I feel bad for him -eben though i know its a video- because he seems so sad and "small" on the empty stage. I guess I was trying to represent the fact that when dealing with internal conflict -which he was- you cant really have help from the outside world. You kind of have to figure it out on your own.
  • So, enough rambling on my part. *smiles apologetically at you* I hope you like the picture.
  • comments are welcome. xD

When it all comes crashing...

p.s. If you cant see the picture right now (which Im fairly certain you can't) just click on it. It will link you to the full size image.

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Emo Kid
Jun. 14th, 2007 @ 05:16 pm Add photos?
Current Mood: distressed
Tags:
How do I add pictures that I scanned onto my computer to a journal post? I will appreciate the help.
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Ryan, Spencer
Jun. 3rd, 2007 @ 06:11 pm Icons/Layouts What do I do?
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Relient K - Mood Rings
I know this probably isnt the best place to post this, but does anyone know how I can make an icon that ha smore than one screen. Like it shows one thing, then another, then another. How exactly would I do that? Please be specific, I get confused very easily. I have some great ideas that I would like to use. Also, how would I upload it to LJ or Quizilla? OOH! Layouts too! How about those? But you can just help me with one if you don't know both. I will appreciate all the help I can get.
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Ryan, Spencer
May. 18th, 2007 @ 01:27 pm My lyric poem
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: none right now (sadly)
I am so sad. I wrote a poem of all The Academy Is... lyrics and posted it to Quizilla. It was called "It's on yourself and no one else" and 8 people read it and one person rated it. But they rated it 4/5. I know it was a bad poem but that makes me slightly sad. So I decided to post it here where more people would read it. I weould like feedback.
p.s. would more people read it if I posted it to the community? Am I allowed to do that?
anyways here it is...

Attention Attention,
Bidders it's lot 45
Shallow Love or Shallow Lives
You should save your breath and the money you (almost) spent

There you are, and here I stand
Out of the world Ive grown so fearful of
Well its not the same
And the writer's weren't kidding about how all good things must end

If youre under the impression Im alright
I guess it serves me right
But without hindsight...
Youll shut me up and bleed me dry

Someone somewhere may have said
We are all the same behind the frame
But dont believe a word you heard 
Its only a matter of time

Break down, Back out
The once amnitious one, now holds the smoking gun
While Im lying on the second story floor boards
But our time is Almost Here

So if you didnt like the poem, and you thought it sucked and you were embarrassed for me when you read it then here are some pictures of William to cheer you up. I know William always cheers me up!aaawww... William's so adorable in that picture. He looks so shocked. Its cute.

So yeah... Please comment!

BYE!!
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Ryan, Spencer
May. 4th, 2007 @ 08:03 pm Cove is so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Location: Cove's Pants (I wish)
Current Mood: Ohhh...
Current Music: Saosin... DUH!
Do you all realize how extremely smexy Cove Reber is?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?! I do!!!! I have like the hugest crush on him!!!! Serioisly! Anyway, Please enjoy these pictures!!!

Cove Reber From Saosincove rebercove reber
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Ryan, Spencer

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